Inevitably

I found out he has a new girlfriend. This news upset me! He's supposed to wallow in sadness and remember that he gave up the best thing that ever happened to him. I just feel like this isn't fair. First he dumps me because he "wants to be single" and then 7 months later he's with some other chick. But whatever. I'm really alright. All I'm going to say is that the reason he started dating someone first is because I'm not settling again. It's not worth it.

There's no way I want to be one of those bitter women who doesn't forgive and move on. Yes, he hurt me. But I made some decisions that weren't very smart too. It doesn't matter whose fault it was, it was a long time ago. There's no point in dwelling on it, because they only thing that accomplishes is putting me in a bad mood. I'm better than that, and God is bigger than that, and life is too short for that.