Some Options

I'm thinking about going back to school. Maybe getting a secondary education certification or a masters in educational psychology. I liked substitute teaching for high school. I did that before I got this job. It was so much more fun! I want to do something fun for a living.

I'm thinking of moving to Lansing. I have a few very very good friends there. Michigan State University is there. There are more jobs there than there are here in Indy. I could get away from the things that remind me of him. I'd be closer to my mom's family, but I'd be farther away from my parents and friends from home.

He actually apologized to me. He said he handled the breakup very badly. That it was very immature and abrupt. That he should have had a discussion with me instead of running away. I asked if we could get back together and work through things together, but he said he's happier single right now. He's taking time to himself to figure things out, and he did figure out that he's not ready to settle down. I guess I can keep hoping he'll figure things out and want me back...but I don't know what I want to do either.

Maybe when we both figure out where we're going individually, we'll notice that we're going in the same direction. God, I hope so.